It happened in the spring before last year, when I was 18 (but looked 19-20) and I lost not only the hope to waste my virginity, but also just to meet somebody. (Good advice - have a look to defloration videos here and see how virgins loosing virginity in real!) I haven’t even kissed anyone before, but about sex I knew everything. My mother kept reproaching me for that I don’t associate with anybody and have no boyfriends. I couldn’t even imagine by then to meet my man, yes! not a boyfriend, but a MAN.

I must tell you, there is much of my guilt in all this, because of how I set myself in the society – everyone was simply afraid to approach me. Guys always liked me and so they do now, but I was so afraid of relationships with them, that I was making myself act like a serious girl who has plenty of boys that nothing compares with, who has perfect relationships and everything is just fine. So since that moment I was treated like a friend and classmate, but there was no endearment that I wanted so much!!! For the girls I was the leader and goddess: a smart, pretty and graceful one that has plenty of boys.

One day my friend and I went out to the restaurant with our mothers. There I met a man named Brian. He simply couldn’t take his eyes off me, he wore a nice expensive suit with a tie and had a wonderful snow-white smile. Besides that, he had a manly chin and a sexy broken nose, most likely since childhood. We went away with him to bowling, and everyone agreed to let me go mostly because they were already all drunk. Oh GOD, how happy I was! But I felt a little awkward and shy, although I also drank enough. His car was so expensive, I didn’t even recognise the brand. It came out later that it’s NISSAN PRADO, SUCH AN ANIMAL!?! So we went to bowling and although he offered to play we didn’t, I took some Baileys. The next thing I remember is that I found myself in a bedroom with a big aquarium that had a shark and many coloured small fishes, and the big bed covered by canopy.

He started to kiss my neck, my lips… oh, it was so pleasant, I melted completely, he was first holding me in his arms, then put down on the bed while I was kissing his passionately, biting his upper lip and sucking him in so much that my head went to spin. He was unmaking my blouse, kissing my neck carefully and gently, when I felt something hard is pushing my hip and understood that he got excited.

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He started to unzip his trousers, flattering my chest and gently licking and squeezing my nipples with his tongue, every touch was making me moan, and then he started to take my skirt and panties off. Suddenly I reminded that I’m a virgin, so I stopped him saying “wait, there is something I need to tell you”. He asked: “Right now? OK, so?” – “ I am a virgin” – said I, he looked and me smiling and said: “Really, I am your first?” I said “YES”, and then he said “don’t be afraid, baby, it won’t hurt, I will do everything nicely, just don’t worry”. He took off his trunks and I saw such an aggregate, it was just so big and naked that I almost fainted away, and the silence has expended. My vagina got more white stuff. He said “don’t worry” and I didn’t, it’s just the first time I saw a penis live and so closely. He said “come closer to me and I will tell you how to use this”, “as if I don’t know” I thought and came closer. He went up, clasped me to himself, I started kissing it and it became even harder and strained, then I was licking it’s head with my tongue tip. He was moaning quietly, I took it in my hands and it let out the sperm, I spread it over the dick and started with some movements I saw in porn movies, he liked it so much that he was shrieking and saying: “Yes, baby, come on, I want you, more, more, don’t stop, go harder, come on”. He came and then put me on the bed, placed a pillow under my ass and started to lick my pussy. Oh, I experienced something that is impossible to describe, my body was twisting and wiggling, he was working my clitoris up and sucking it in, and then leading over with quick movements. I was moaning, screaming and groaning, and then I came. He spread my legs even more and said “don’t worry, kitten, I will make everything nicely, you will feel the same pleasant, just trust me, ok?” – “Ok” – I felt a sharp push, it became painful and I shrieked loudly, he took his dick out and pushed it even more painfully inside of me. I felt how he entered me and I didn’t feel so fine, I endured it, he said that it will get better and it did, my lips enveloped his dick and he started with light rhythmic movements, they increased in their power and then he, pardon me for the expression, was fucking me however he wished. I was moaning and yelling, and he was mooing like a bull, I felt that much sperm went inside me. He took his thing out all covered with my blood and said to me that I am the best girl he ever had and he will never leave me. He lifted me up and carried to the bathroom, washed me like if I was a kitten and took me wet back to bed. We fell asleep in an embrace.

We woke up in the same position at the same time. He kissed me and said, that will never let me go.

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